Well, we now have less then 2 days to get ready. The only time I felt exhaustion like this was during the first few weeks with a newborn--late nights, early mornings and disrupted sleep with thoughts of what else needs to be done waking me up at odd hours. Nevertheless, 2 days from now we will be on the road, ready or not.
Today is probably my busiest day (as I sit at McDonalds waiting for a quick tranny check on the van). Even in this crazy day, I know God will be my strength. He continually amazes me with His supernatural provision and care!
There is no doubt in my mind we are to be going to Mexico. Amidst the craziness, frantic preparations and fatigue, there is a deep peace and anticipation of what God is about to do.
It feels like the coming together of what God has been teaching me (and in turn, our family), since early spring.
So what do I anticipate? First of all, a big adventure. Our family loves to have fun. We tend to look at the lighter side of things and try to see all the amazing things that God presents to us. This is why I am so excited about the drive down. Seeing the landscape change, new states, sights and road will be amazing. As well, just conquering the 30 + hours drive each way is a feat in itself.
I am also anticipating broken hearts--in a good way. My children have never witnessed people living in extreme poverty. We will all see that children are children everywhere who need love, want to play and want to be accepted. My daughters will see girls their own age who have been forced to grow up way too fast (oh how this breaks my heart).
My children will see that a relatively small financial donation ($3800) can make a huge impact on a family when it provides a home for them. They can also witness their hard work turning into a home!
My prayer is that we will witness miracles! I want my children to come to know the incredible power of God like never before, and that His love will flow through them supernaturally as they reach out to those around them.
I know that we will come home more excited about missions, with hearts that are willing to sacrifice here in order to make a difference in the world around us.
This mission trip isn't a culmination of all we've been hoping and saving for, this is only the beginning and the best is yet to come!
May your family be truly blessed as you will be a blessing to others. It brings tears to my eyes to read this! Will be praying for you for safe travels and many memories and exciting things!
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